Right and Wrong

Okey, I'll do this one in english.

So, my parents come to have a check-up. And that's how everything began. I don't know how, I don't know why. But, it always happen this way.

He doesn't want to care, he wants to have it done, but he doesn't believe in me, and he left the matter to me to deal with. But then he doesn't trust me at all. Keep questioning me whether i've done it right or not, everything that I've done are always a mistake to him. Once or twice, it's okay, but for whole of my life.... that's too much. I'd better die than live like this.

All the thing that i've learnt at school, every theory, every knowledge, every skill, every idea, all just wrong. And I don't know why it's wrong.

I feel like backstabbed.

When will you give me an appreciation? I don't need your money, new phone, etc as a consolidation.